I'm still here...I know that I haven't posted in months. Here's why:
Having a seizure disorder sucks. I never know when I may drop from a Grand Mal, and I have daily aura seizures that I have to function through as though nothing is happening. Over the past 20 years I've gotten really good at continuing whatever activity I'm doing when an aura hits - I regulate my breathing and no one but close family knows when I'm having an aura. If I've ever spoken with you and seemed a little weird for a few moments then I was having an aura seizure and concentrating on appearing normal.